Oh god! I really miss blogging. There's simply a lot to
share with you people.
But I don't seem to know why I'm not in
the mood to blog.
There's something lacking in me. I don't know how
to express it here.
Is it something or someone that interupt
my thoughts for blogging?
I think I'm missing him. No. It's not I 'think'.
I assume I MISSED HIM TERRIBLY.
How I wished he's reading it right now.
I just wanted to tell him that
I will always love him. It's true when people are saying
this over and over again:
You'll start to appreciate that someone once he left you.
This is not about him leaving me.
This is about me asking him to leave me, for the good sake of us!
I just realise that we treated each other
far from good right now as a friend.
I was always hoping for him to come to me, holding out my hands and ....
You know, this kind of dreams are always intact with almost all of the girls.
But on the other hand, I still have a long way to go to think about all this.
My studies, to my future, my career and then I'll start to think about my life partner.
ARRGHH! Whatever! Be back at night.
For now, my girls will be my sunshine. You girls know who you are!
