Missing those days...
Firstly,
Happy Birthday to
Zana and my Bro.
Hope you like your presents!!
Both from Body Shop! (:
This SHALL be a very long post.
Anyway, i really miss those days
when i felt in love with the guy i have been
loving right now.
I remembered myself being an
introvert.
On a certain date in February 2007, i received
a message by an anonymous, wanting to know me.
Initially, i wasn't quite interested coz' at that point
of time, i was experiencing break up.
Somehow or another, fate brought us together.
I message back this anonymous, hoping
to know him better. As time goes by,
i started to develop this strange feeling towards him.
A bit-by-bit process. That's how our HEART meant
to work.
We started to meet up.
The very first meet up place: Sunplaza Library.
Waited for him almost 1 hour and a half.
He overslept. I wasn't angry coz' im eager to meet him.
Although it's a short meet-up, i appreaciate his effort for
turning up even though he's late.
We have more meet-ups since then.
I particularly remember the part when we were in school.
We often look at each other and blushed.
We would ALWAYS sit in way where we can view each other clearly. I don't know why but i have to look at him.
An instinct, i guess, when u feel in love.
We always by chance, or perhaps, on purpose to actually
walk by each other's class, screening and trying to
spot each other faces. It's cute in a way or so.
After getting to see his face, my heart beating fast.
When i say fast, it means it was REAL FAST.
Then, on the 09.09.07,
this was the date that bring us together.
Since then, we studied for O=levels togther and also
spent time together like nobody business and people are saying that we are one sweet couple.
My heart began to say that he's the one.
I managed to see his character, behaviour and attitude.
I LOVE him very much. I do.
Sayang, i know that i have changed,
one way or another.
But my feelings are still like those days when we first fell in love for each other.
Coz' i know, YOU are meant to be
with me for the rest of life.
I LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE WHEN YOU'RE WITH ME.
I APOLOGISE FOR ANY TROUBLE THAT I'VE CREATED UNINTENTIONALLY TO YOU, SAYANG. I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW
THAT I'M TEARING RIGHT NOW cause...
I merely
missed those days when we were so closed, as though
nothing could tear us apart.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH,
NORISHZAM BIN SAAT.
I REALLY DO.
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